I really don't get the human body. I mean, the scale tells me I have lost 5 pounds (over a 10 day period) and then I splurge a little (within my limits/points) and enjoy the church Fish Fry and BOOM - out of the water, I'm up two and a half pounds by morning. What the Flippin' hey!? I know, I know - it's water weight, it will go back down - blah, blah, blah! It's retarded. I also want to know WHY, now that I am trying to diet and behave myself, that I all of a sudden am so unhappy with my body? I mean, before I started this thing, I felt like I was okay and even though I really hated clothes shopping because nothing fit, and I really didn't own that many outfits anymore (because nothing fit), I was okay with it. NOW, I all of sudden have those rose colored glasses taken away and I think, HOW did I get this way? How did I not see it? The truth really sucks sometimes even if it is for the best.
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